I’m getting through this week before going on vacation for TWOOOO WEEKS STRAIIIGHT! Pray for my focus! Meditate for high frequency vibes! Definitely do not light sage because that’s appropriation and you probably don’t know what you’re doing!
Speaking of high vibes,
If you use the endless anxiety scroll that is Twitter…
…I recommend at least following the salve that is @DanceronFilm.
Speaking of salve,
Some words about current TV interspersed with old tweets about how much I love TV
Are we finding time for ourselves amid all the STREAMING TELEVISION WE HAVE TO WATCH RN???
The other night I was texting Andrew about something JVN said on Queer Eye (about Casey’s pizza because Andrew has a comedy bit about how people from the Midwest ALWAYS SAY Casey’s has some kind of secretly great pizza BUT THEY? ABSOLUTELY? DO NOT??) and he was like “Oh I haven’t started it yet because I’m watching the new Veronica Mars”
and I was like “OMG I forgot about that, we just finished Stranger Things 3 so we could get to THIS”
and in the meantime I woke up early on Sunday to catch up on Big Little Lies
and honestly what have we fallible creatures done to deserve such HD streaming riches??
Speaking of streaming riches,
Even if you don’t think you’ll like this, you’ll like it
TELL ME if I’ve ever steered you wrong.
Speaking of the 90s… THE 1890S, THAT IS!!!,
I finished Red Dead Redemption 2, a perfect and beautiful video game
Which means I can finally peruse the internet without fear of RDR spoilers, including (SORRY) the subreddit with treasures like this probably-gentle French person toootally fitting in with this English post:
Make me a IT’S NORMAL IF THERE’S MISTAKES T-shirt so I can make it my new work uniform!!
Speaking of mistakes,
My therapist Andrea and I are working on failure
As in, I’m tired of just showing up and doing enough but staying safe in a space where I know I won’t fail. I’m sick of it!! I want to do wild big things!! I don’t want to close down and refuse to be emotionally uncomfortable! I can take it!! I’m afraid that I can’t change which is a hella start!!! I need fucking help because it can be a little bit fucking useful!
Speaking of wild big things,
Did I mention vacation is soon?
Next week I’ll be in Missouri with my parents, on the trip we’ve taken every summer for my entire life, which we used to take with Brandon, too, of course, and which we still take, but alongside the shadow of the trip we would be taking if he were still here.
It’s still fun, still deeply comforting, still relaxing, still beloved. And.
I love you,
Lindsey